went to the mall with the madre tonight looking at ugg boots and as I like to call them "robin hood boots". that was fun. really it actually was , no sarcasm intended there.
it was strange because we've seemed to be getting along pretty well this week. it's kinda nice.
we were in payless and she just randomly asked me if i ever went over to Storm's house to see John and Mehmah anymore when I got to drive the car. you might be wondering why that's random, well it's because I haven't been able to get him out of my head or off my mind for about the last 3 & 1/2 months give or take a little and I haven't talked to him in about 2 weeks? maybe 3? which in all honesty seems like an eternity.. :( I miss him and his family like crazy.. But I decided officially that I HAD TO GET OVER HIM or else I was gonna go crazy insane last weekend and today -- well sorta last night was when that really happened. Then my mother goes and asks me if I ever go see his family anymore? what the heck kin of messed up sign is that God??? Hmmmm cause I'm really not likin your sense of humor right about now.
I found out on Monday that Storm's grandpa died last weekend I guess? I felt horrible when I found out but I couldn't bring myself to go see them or text him or call him or anything. I didn't have any idea what I would say to him and I'm pretty sure he still hates me, why that is, I have no idea. Geez I have so much on my mind but I have to go read for Reavis' test tomorrow...joy <------ s a r c a s m :))
goodnight to all you bloggers out there that aren't reading my blog
goodnight and sweet dream <3